This is not an instant noodle

Boil the water
Tear the package
Take out the noodle out
Put it in the boiled water
Add the seasonings
Stir it..
After 3 to 5 minutes...
Voila, an instant noodle ala chef hurry!!!

To be honest in my struggling period of going out from a comfort zone, I am thinking of the process of being accustomed with un-comfortzone is not a quick and easy process to be passed.
Cry
Tears
Tears
Tears
and
Tears again
Making sure of my self that everything gonna be alright.
Stand on my own
Then feeling lonely
Tears
Cry
Tears
Cry again

But I believe that those buckets of tears will be a strong foundation in forming me as a strong person
Just like the preach this evening.... that the metamorphose process of a cocoon become a butterfly cannot be forced by somebody else. Because if it is forced by somebody else then the butterfly won't be able to fly...

Let this hard tough tiring and frustrating process happens in my life naturally so that I can be a strong woman like my Mom.

Mom. I am always missing you all the time....
God I surrender my life into Your palm.
Bless my beloved my mom, dad, brother, grandma, and best friends.

God's Plans must be GOOD GOOD really GOOD

I believe that God has created the story complete with the beautiful endings.. and also with many and various kind of the up and down scenes...

When God let something, many things, certain things, changes, and anything happen in my life, there must be GOOD GOOD reasons behind that.

I believe that there will be GOOD GOOD reasons that God sending me here...

Thus, I have to be grateful with these and will be those up and down scenes...
Showing my gratefulness by working hard, seriously, and fully hearted.

But, now and then and up to the end of my life I will always beg for His guidance, patience, and strength, and love.

Because she is my Mom

she knows every single thing about me...
this is the very first time that I am going to live separately from her...
the first two days was really though...
I do really need her...
I do really want her beside me...

She is the best mom ever