This is not an instant noodle

Boil the water
Tear the package
Take out the noodle out
Put it in the boiled water
Add the seasonings
Stir it..
After 3 to 5 minutes...
Voila, an instant noodle ala chef hurry!!!

To be honest in my struggling period of going out from a comfort zone, I am thinking of the process of being accustomed with un-comfortzone is not a quick and easy process to be passed.
Cry
Tears
Tears
Tears
and
Tears again
Making sure of my self that everything gonna be alright.
Stand on my own
Then feeling lonely
Tears
Cry
Tears
Cry again

But I believe that those buckets of tears will be a strong foundation in forming me as a strong person
Just like the preach this evening.... that the metamorphose process of a cocoon become a butterfly cannot be forced by somebody else. Because if it is forced by somebody else then the butterfly won't be able to fly...

Let this hard tough tiring and frustrating process happens in my life naturally so that I can be a strong woman like my Mom.

Mom. I am always missing you all the time....
God I surrender my life into Your palm.
Bless my beloved my mom, dad, brother, grandma, and best friends.